oh well.. chinese paper just ended today.. dun reALLy haf much confirdence lehz.. i feel that my comprehension is not well down.. and the zao ju is kinda wrong in sum parts.. hahahah! compo was good..but hmmmz.. i dunno.. i really wan my A.. hahaha!! A1 i mean.. bleagh!!! hmmz.. still got listening and compo..how to improve on listening?? arghhh! orals? i hope they just give those easy qns lahz.. not those war or sars kinda qn...i'll be like lost... hhahahah! dunno lahz.. i better do well for the listening and oral manz.. otherwise i hafta erase my tys and start doing all over again in november??? yikes yikes yikess!!!I dun wan......
hmmmz..just came back from finding nemo!Hahahah! its fantastic manz.. whaaa.. we( me, ferly, tessa, louie, synn tian, sarah and kailing) were laffing like shit thru out the movie... whaaaaa... damn thrilling lehz..hahahaha! actually i wasnt really laffibng.. tink i was whining or screaming manz.. so thrilling manz.. especially the fish tt cld give off light.. whaaa... scary manz..hahahaha! and the Bruce part also quite scary lahz.. actually the jellyfish also quite scary..eh.. the dentist one also.. when nemo's in the filter and all.. whaaa....!!hahahah! i dunno.. everything;s scary!!hahahaha! hmmmz.. nice movie lahz..ghahahaha! though i prefer monster inc..hahahaha! but its still nice.. hahaha! quite touching lehz.. hiyooo..hahahaha!th last part.. hhahaha! bet sumbody cried.. but i dunno who lahz.. hahahah! confirm sum emotional mastery person like ahem* did.. hhahahahahaha!
hmmmz..just bought a happy meal.. becos my sister wans to see the squirt!!whaaa.. like shit...den now..there;s this happy meal in the kitchen..and nobody wans to eat it.. wad a waste.. i'll eat for breakfast tml den.. whgaaa... oh shit.. i just forgot!!the curry sauce!! how do u eat mac;s nuggets w/o curry sauce?? arghhh! i'll ask Ben to do it.. do u think that lazy boy will actually listen to me?!?!?!?! muahahahhaha! let's see tml!!!hahahahaa!
hmmmz..kinda pissed now..hahaha..why? whaaa.. u shld see wad happened when io came home manz..my key dropped into my shoe..den i had to fish it out with my dangling earphones tt totally tangled me up..in sucha hot weather.. it was totally irritATING....den..whaaaa...i greeted my father..he din even acknowledge it..and the first thing he said wad: where did u go? go and study after this ar... whaaa.. i just finished my stressing Os paper..and i cant even go out for awhile? ok la..not awhile la..but cant i go out? like excuse me.. i just finished my first impt paper in the 4 yrs of my KC life ritez? den wad? when i reach home.. not even showing sum sort of concern? instead asking me to study? wad the?? i know its for the good of me lahz.. but hey.. let me relax for a day rightz.. i promise i'll study la.. hiyooo.. so frustrating manz...
den there;s this cool and happenning part at priscilla's house tml.. i dun think i can go manz.. wha laoz! u shld haf seen my father;s face when i went to greet him manz.. he was kinda looking pissed tt i came home at 8? wad manz?!?!?!?! cant even go out? i told my mother wad????? maybe its just concern.. but i dun like these kinda restrictions at this point of time.. i tink i'm old enuff to know wad i'm doing.. i'm not a kid.. i know... i really do...
hahahaha! this sure brings back fond memories manz.. arghh! so bored now.. at peace...replenishing.. hahahaha!
hmmz..feeling so lazy.. after i post and publish this.. i hafta off the com already! so saddening..
from sum kindA personality test...
Your Mood: You are probably feeling overwhelmed at the moment. It is as if you have too much on your plate and need time out. Perhaps you need a rest so that you can recharge your batteries; at the moment do not feel ready to take on more challenges. You feel more determined than usual and are not prepared to put up with unnecessary delay or restriction. Not in the mood to be told what to do you resent anyone trying to control your behavior. You do not want to be held back at this time.
Your Present Situation: You really need to take time out at the moment, your life is proving tiring and you seem to need to be on the lookout at all times. There is a real danger of wasting your energy, seek out someone who can help you to calm down and relax. You could do worse than take a romantic weekend break to help you revitalize yourself.You are not prepared to cause a fuss at the moment and really want to get on with others harmoniously. Feeling quite sensitive you are more withdrawn than you let on. You carefully observe the behavior of those around you and sometimes dislike what you see.
Your Conflicts: You have no conflicts at the present time
"It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.
Being afraid that you may be prevented from achieving your hopes and dreams is making you anxious and nervous. As a dreamer your ideas can at times move into the realm of fantasy and you could be following that so called illusive dream."
seee... even a personality test says so ok.. wha laoz!! see! its my injterest! dun force me, limmie.. like shit..
whaaa...*uc*ed up dAY lahz.. wha laoz! stupid mrs lim.. wha laoz! she looks so stupid and blur.. but actually she;'s so sly.. i'm getting so fed up by her k.. she was suppose to return me my report book after school..den she just went home ok.. wha laoz! she's suppose to be responsible and return me my report book first lohxz! moreover my father already signed that he wans my report book.. regardless whether i did well or not!! wha laoz! she damn irresponsible and sly lehz.. how can she do this? my report book lahz! wha laoz! she damn sly and irritating lehz.. can i just hate her? wha laoz...
i'm gonna be so screwed!i dunno how to tell my father later.. he's not back yet.. wad am i gonna say..: eh.. father.. i dun haF my report book ar.. cos i did so badly and my teacher wans to see you..so u go yrself tml..and hear her tok abt hoe badly i had done.. and u'll be so disappointed in me that u'll just ban me from the com or sumthing.." or wad? eh.. father.. i did berie badly..so my teacher wans to see you tomorrow..but i said that u are not free tml.. so later she is gonna call you and tok to you.. no matter wad.." or "eh.. my teacher will be cvalling u later.. den she will be telling you how stupid and dumb yr daughter is.. and that she failked maths.. and got a damn lousy and hopeless aggregrate.." wha laoz!! wad lahz.. i cant bear to say.. he'll really be so disappointed.. given that he had already seen my brother's resuklts.. and is damn sad.. and is hoping for sumthing better form his more disciplined daughter..however things are going to be that smooth ritez..my ftaher is gonna get another shock that his daughter hasnt been doing well in school.. and deserve to just be smacked or scolded..but being tooooo disappointed, he wont even scold me.. leaving me more guilty than ever.. wad kinda feeling is this? i really dun wan my father to be so disappointed lahz.. he;s tired after working the whole day.. and only expects sum good results from his children.. but his children had apparently failed to do s, leaving him heartbroken and disheartened.. today is suppose to be sum reunion day thing.. and he had just recieved such lousy results..how to eat happily? how? i ask you how?
does limmie haf to do this.. to spoil everybody;s day? din she just gave me a long 30-mis tok on the phone tjhe pother night.. trying to persuade me to drop amaths? wasnt tt enuff? didnt that spoil my whole day? does she hafta spoil my bootiful friday and the weekend....not allowing me to study peacefully for the upcoming chinese Os? i already told her that i'll sudy hard wad..why must she do this again? you mean she havent enjoyed herself after goviong me that talk? wad? wad she wants? i know its for the good of me.. but harloez.. its not working ritez.. i'm not those who will work hard if u push me.. its just my interest.. i've got no determiination..wadeva u do wun help....u just haf to leave me alone.. and let me feel lost..den i'll really do sumthing.. and i haf brains.. i can think for myself.. my parents know me well enuff..they dun need a teacher who only taught me for 17mths to teach them wad to do.. so wad if she were to meet my parents? its up to my will to do wadeva i want.. nothing can change my decision anywae.. must there be a need to see my parents? the answer to all the above is a big gigantic NO.. that cant even fit into the universe.. yes.. its that big..
i seriously dun see the need to tok to my parents.. they cant teach me also wad.. so?wad can they do? they can do nothing.. but feel upset that their daughter is not doing well.. and is suchA disappointment.. the whole family will be blue.. blue.. or even black..
so why make my lovely parents upset when there isnt a necessary need to? why?
limmie.. i wish u can read this.. but i know its impossible..
so wad?
wad can i do now?
just wait and see my parents getting upset?
wad......tell me lahz.. wad wad wad wad????
****ing bullshit ritez...
hmmmz.. i'm starting to feel kinda scared! tml they are gonna issue the reporty books.. den i got the pink form too.. thankz to amaths ar.. but i just cheated.. i just toook the blue form from slyvie..hahahah! think limmie wasn to see my parents badly.. but hmmmz.. if my parents were to go... den tt's the end of me manz.. wha laoz!hahaha! but hmmz.. my father also dun wan go wad..so hmmz...too bad lahz! wha laoz! later she calls my mummy up.. and ask her... eh.. why u din cum.. whaaa.. den i'll just die.. hhahahah!. but dun tihink she'll do tt lahz ritezx?
hmmmz.. i'm so worried.. like so guilty to do sooo badly ok.. wha laoz! i mean i shldnt do sooo badlky wad.. and summore.. my mother kept saying tt i must do well.. cos my father is really damn nice to me.. den i shldnt let hiom down kinda thing.. so this morning.. while driving.. he was just smiling at me.. den i thot abt my maths.. i was feeling so guilty ok.. i din know wad to do.. was lost.. just damn gilty lahz.. dunno tml how ar?think he;'ll b liie so disappointed and all.. i know he wun be angry with me... but just so disappointed.. i mean which ass can do sooo badly for a mye? wha laoz! i'm getting really terrified..things arent working fine...
all the sad things are cuming back!!! why??
i really need to reflect ar....
~~reflect~~~
whaaa.. the 8pm show on scv soooo nice manz.. if its on ch U one day.. den u all must watch ok... whaaa... though the girl's quite ugly lahz... but still can watch lahz.. whaaaa.. so sweet manz... hiyooo!hahahaha!
aniwae.. i still cant get over the fact the kc girls are banned form the library ok.. i mean a library is a place for students or people to study or read wad.. its a conductive place k.. haiz...wha laoz! think they deserve to die ar.. i mean those who are like fooling ard with guys.. and doing bird-watch on the M-storey everytime..they must be feeling so guilty ar.. wha laoz!! ok fine.. maybe dey dun even care.. but hey.. they better be ok.. how can they do this kinda thing.. and deprive those innocent pple who just wanna read from the library? wha laoz!!! but hmmmz.. as jac said.. its aCTUALLY quite good lahz.. sum childish brats go kick the toilet door.. and flirt alround with the guys.. and action cool.. go smoke there.. whaa.. they think its damn cool lehz.. they lack of love or wad?hiyoo.. cant believe it.. how childish can pple get ar?hiyooo...its a library lohxz! they can do that at 7-11 manz.. hope they get caught one day.. my father's been nagging abt the grp iof pple at 7-11 ok.. wha laoz.. he keeps nagging manz..saying the gro of pple there playing hanky panky ar.. whaa.. think those desperados shld just get shot manz.. they bring the school's reputation down ok..sum of us are really so guai ar... muahahahahahaha!=PpP
haiz... chinese Os is like so near lehz... hmmmz..4 more days... hmmmz.. i haben really started.. just learnt how to write the words.. dunno the zao ju yet... haiz.. my cloze passage is like deproving each time.. wha laoz!! its really damn bad.. haiz.. Os lehz.. cant play much.. but i'm in a playful mood.. so i dunno wads my problem...
oh.. u know i'm crazy abt nemo.. hahaha! with my dumb sister again!!hahahah! we collecting the happy meal toy k..whaa.. we haf like 4 now.. berie good lehz.. we got pearl, bloat,marlin and dory already!!hahahah! i cant wait for squirt.. think tt's the turtle.. i'm quite upset that dey dun haf the starfish one k... if u all go cine one day.. must take a look at the sticker thing pasted on the glass panel at level 6 ok..... whaaa.. really damn cute ar.. how i wish i can steal that.. muahahahahah! so i ate happy meal today.. surprisingly i was quite full lehz.. hahaha! actualy was berie full.. i dunno why.. so weird ar.. hahaha! the fries were so yummy.. its been soooo long since i ate fries from macs... wooohoooo!~
hmmmz..just got my allowance.. and i feel so happy.. yay!! hahahahah! lalalalallaaa...
i'm at oeace and replenishing.. hahahah! i'm kinda challenged.. and its getting on my nerves.. muaahahahaha... toking like that RJ guy ar? hmmmz.. maybe i can be as smart as him.... *dreams**
0h oh oh.. u know wad??!?!?!?! happy tree friends.com got like all the episodes lehz.. whaaa.. i really like the anteater manz!!if u got no time, just watch the anteater one.. whaaa..its like the best lahz.. other than sum others.. hmmmz.. candy kills is still my ultimate favourite.. hahahaha! they got new episodes.. u all better go and watch ar.. and leave sum feedback.. ask them to update more frequently and sell their dvds in singapore.. muahahahahaha!
hmmmz.. oh yah.. today got laughter club.. thankz to mean shekhu.. whaaa.. she made the poor sec 1s and 3s do the job ok.. she just stayed behind the screen and chanted sum laughter club language.. i really kowtow to those pple who dared to go up to stage to do those retarded stuff.. it was kinda good actually.. many pple were having fun manz.. hahaha! think it's quite funny lahz.. as usual.. they were feeling happy not becos of the laughter stuff.. but laffing at how silly it was.. hmmmz.. was quite irrtated though.. cos its really damn fake lehz.. they are like so fake.. trying to force a laff.. i mean a lugh shld cum from within wad.. how can force onez? but it kinda helped the rest lahz.. hmmmz.. *shrugs* i just dun like it....
this is that anteater.. think he's sniffles.. he's really cute.. better than chris's patrick from spongebob square pants... muahahahahah!my sniffles cuter.. think i'll bring to school tml to show her.. hahahaah! exciting!!!!
"Congratulations! You're the eternal optimist, a regular "Sunshine Day" of a person. When it rains, you think about how good the water is for the flowers and trees rather than how wet you're getting. More likely to trust someone than not, you always see the good in people. Sure, that opens you up for a few let-downs, but that's okay — your great attitude will help you deal with them if and when they come. In the long run, it doesn't really matter at all; everything's going to be all right! You like meeting new people and thoroughly enjoy their companionship. In a nutshell, you just don't dwell on small failures — you learn from your mistakes and do your best to make everyone around you happy to be alive. Keep it up! "
hahahaha! i'm an optimist!!lalalalalalaaa..
i think its better to be am optimist lehz.. i'll be able to cope with challenges better ar!!hahaha! den whaaa.. everybody will just be so sad and all.. while i'm there giggling!!hahahaha! good ar? ok.. aniwaez... i'm replenishing at the moment!!! muahahahahaha!
is chinese getting more fun each day?? hahahah! i think it is..we went to the com lab 4 chinese manz!!!! whaaa... the aircon was reALLY shiok...it wasnt exactly freezing kinda cold. its just nice la.. for me.. hahaha! though i cldnt control my pen properly.. but i liked that feeling.. hahahaha!haiz.. i feel that i;m getting more screwed for chinese lehz... u know the cloze passage thingy.. whaa.. i got 4 outta 10 nowadaes.. omg!! tt's lijke so bad.. arghh! and i cant find my tys.. hahahaha! shit manz.. dammmit...
hmmmz..its sucha replenishing day.. hahahaha! hmmmz.. wanted to go to the library to return those silly books and borrow sum other new books.. but the 55 was really shiok manz.. the air con was so cooling.. hahaha! din wan get off the bus ar!!hahaha! was dozing off even though the noisy VS guys were making sooo much noise.. dunno wads their problem...toking abt lame stuff.. so i just stuffed my earphones into my ear.. and really dozed off.. hahahaha! and u know its so hot.. so i left my bag beside me.. whaa.. when io woke up.. it was quite crowded already...not say there werent other seats... but i just felt bad.. luckily my stop was near.. otherwise i'll be guilty for the rest of my loooong journey!!hahahahaha!
chris and sarah din cum school today.. wanted to tell her i lost OUR favourite hairband.. so that we can share our sorrows.. but she din cum.. and chris tan.. again!! haiz.. dunno wadr lahz.. must be wat6chimh miss universe or sumthing.. sigh.. she damn shit one lehz.. now is the impt period lehz.. and she doesnt wan to cum school.. wha laoz.. damn bad lohxz! shld cum and at least listen to sum stuff wad..den haiz.. was kinda boring in class without her to bully.. wha laoz..was there rotting.. think i cld see worms and alll...
oh oh.. u know last night.. i got a bad dream.. not exactly a nightmare.. but it was kinda scary!! i was at this bridge lahz.. den the bridge is still under construction.. so everything is made of wood and is unstable.. so when i was halfway on it..it started to sway like shit..den u know i'm scared of heights.. so was so scared k.. den sunno wad.. sum parts of the wood start to drop off k.. den chinghar and tessa were up there..lAffing and gggling at dunno wad.. den they thot tt it was kinda fun to let the bridge sway like mad..so they were there chuckling.. was quite irritated.. so i just stood there.. and stare at them... so they were there shaking.. and whaaa.. the bridge broke lehz.. den i fell off lahz.. was so scary! i dunno why.. but the bridge became like 30 storeys high kinda thing.. so i just dropped lahz.. den u know... those scary pressure and all.. yah.. den i just woke up b4 i touched the ground.. wha laoz! everything was so real.. cos chink and tess were in it.. whaaa.. i'm really wonderin wad it symbolises and all.. yah.. considering all that had happened the past few days.. whaa... thinking of it now.. i'm still quite scared!! oh manz.. so scary... yikes....
arghh! why cant my pics work eh? haiz.. nvm.. irritaing stuff again.. dun think i'm bothering lahz uh.. or maybe i'll try to settle it today.. otherwise i'll forget it.. haizz...
hmmmz..school was boring today.. cant stand it.. we had 5 periods of chinese in the morning.. den we had extra CHINESE lessons again in the afternoon? whaa.. so cool ar? hmmmz.. actually chinese was ok lahz.. though it was pretty boring.. i still tried my best to listen to her. think its the ifrst time in my life to listen to loser lu.. hahahaha! she was giving out tons of worksheets manz.. was cursing her like mad..cos i had to write my name over and over again.. hahaha! i dunno why i was doing tt.. but i was just doing it lahz.. and u know how hard it is to write my name.. cos my 'pei' is like a weird letter.. must squeeze another character into sum hat thing.. so it was quite hard to write.. hahahah! for me lahz.. know how untidy i am.. but hmmz.. i was also thinking like.. whaaa... she so nice ar.. bother to priont us all these stuff.. hahahah she's quite nice today lehz.. like why the sudden change? or maybe i was so prejudiced? hahahah! dunno wad lahz.. but i felt kinda guilty.. hahahaha! aFTER wad chris said.. say what she berie nice to me on that shittified day last week.. den i was feeling so guilty k.. though i din show it.. but ha.. i was feeling so horrible.. shitty chris.. mean beavvvey...
hmmmz...i dunno wad to say today.. nothing much lehz.. sigh...
hehheh! this sandcastle so nice ar!! whaaaa! how i wish i know how toi build manz.. whaa.. den i can live inside with my prine.. omg!!! wad a nice castle.. whaaaaaaa~
heeez... just surfed alot alot of pics manz.. so cool.. u know wad.. i watched harry potter again.. den omg!! i fell in love with dobby.. hahahah! tt irritating elf.. i find him so cute.. hahahaha! he looks really cute k.. hahahahah! so hmmmz.. i saw this pic of this elf.. hahahah! she looks so funny.. abit like tt actress.. cant rmb her name.. eh.. u stare at it.. maybe u can see sum trace of it.. hahahaha!
hmmmz...
school's boring today.. i finished all 3 compos.. was so efficient ar.. hahahaha! i'm really getting paranoid for chinese.. hahahaha! i feel like i hafta finihs my chinese tys.. hahahaha! obviously i wun do that.. but hey.. its the Os already lehz.. i think if its november now.. i'll just finish all my tys also.. but hmmmz.. doing the chinese tys is retarded lehz.. it wun cum out again.. and ha.. i'm not that free ar.. its quite crazy!! know how many zillion words do those pages contain? aiyoo.. i dunno.. i'm confused.. paranoid.. dunno wad to do eh...
hmmmz.. i think i'm gonna make a half year resolution.. hahahahahah!
haz.. relasie i'm really slacking alot aLOT ALOT lehz.. really damn bad.. my mid yrs. ar.. really did so badly lahz.. haiz.. nber haf i ever done so badly before.. summore its already sec 4...
i was scrolling down.. and i was really stunned toi see the timer.. 167 days left ehz.. think the last time i saw that, it was like 200 over days.. whoaaa... time really flies.. think its soars ar.. so fast...
aniwae.. my half year resolution is to:-
- come online only for like 2 hours the most everyday...
- do maths everyday...
- study sumthing
- finish all my homework... dun copy anymore...
eh.. tt's abt it.. maybei'll just add on whenever i feel the need to.. hahahaha :)
he looks so fierce here ar? so scary.. hahahaha! think he bad mood ar.. or maybe he;s just acting fierce.. hahahaha!
yay!!! at last i got my achives right!!hahahaha! so exciting!! thankz trix!! hehheh!! whaa.. took up sooo much time.. suppose to do compos and all.. but ha..i was too busy fixing my archives link lahz.. hehheh!
my achives thing quite cool now k.. go check it out.. hahahahaha!
hmmmz.. will be completeing my chinese work later.. wish me luck ar...
compos need insppiration one lehz... hahahahaha!
save me...